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It’s cute

………I’m the kind of person who would do that… hell if I’m sitting next to someone and I’m bored or don’t have anything useful to add to the conversation, I’ll just randomly reach out like “pooooooke” 

………I’m the kind of person who would do that… hell if I’m sitting next to someone and I’m bored or don’t have anything useful to add to the conversation, I’ll just randomly reach out like “pooooooke” 

What if I wasn’t so afraid of being alone… What if I didn’t feel like I have to have someone to pay attention to me or actively care about me, so that I don’t feel like I’m going to fall apart……. What if I wasn’t like this……… 

…I think the reason that I’m the way that I am…. Is because of being homeschooled… I’d only ever gotten to have one year of public school and it had been kindergarten at that….. and then after that I spent the majority of my life alone…. which is why I ended up with a head full of imaginary people and why I try to make friends with anyone that holds still long enough….

…and that is probably why I don’t do well when I’m alone… because it makes me remember the way things were and I get scared that everyone around me is gonna start leaving again like when I was growing up…. and so I get kinda clingy at times, and try to go out of my way to do things to make people happy…. still never being able to really spend any time with friends……

…and then when I’d started trying to finally date.. I was always so desperate to not mess things up, that I’d mess them up and then be just that much more clingy and desperate trying to keep them from leaving… which led to trying to always find someone else to hold close…. which always seemed to end the same way…….

…still not being able to see friends or people I dated that often…… 

……I still don’t get to see anyone that much…. I mean, because of being in college now, I get to see my friends several times a week… but don’t really get to hang out that much outside of campus…… 

And even in my groups of friends… I always feel kinda like I’m on the outside still…. like at times I’m still alone, even when I’m surrounded by people who I call friends…. 

…..it makes me wonder….. 

What would I be like now, if I’d not been homeschooled…. Would I still like the things I like… Would I still be like I am…. Would I have just ended up the outsider, even if I’d grown up where I’d be surrounded by people…… Or would I be different….. Would I still be mentally unstable………

…Would I even be able to recognize myself……

…..

"…And I’m trying so hard. To just maintain some sense of sanity. While driving myself insane…..”

makarapls:

I need you guys to not. I need you to realize that this snake is, YES, EATING ITS OWN TAIL. Why do snakes eat their own tails: They may be too hungry to notice that they are eating their own tail. Sometimes it’s an accident when they are feeding; they will be lunging for a mouse and accidentally bite it’s own tail. Snakes can die after doing things like this, Take a lookhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cye2kZSmyWI same snake. You can watch that snake bleed and drown in her own water dish and tell me that this is “Cute” If this happens to your snake you don’t watch it do it, you take your snake immediately to the vet to get it help. With certain breeds of snake you can help it by: Hognose will likely stop and void its stomach contents if you distirb them (I personally think that, seeing as the snake was eating itself in a water dish, it was starving. No dessert snake is going to risk eating anything in water ever, unless starving. but if you distirb them i.e. pick them up or make a move to bother them they will usually puke out of self deffense so they can give up eating and run. Snakes are shy little babies, especially hognosed snakes. you need to take the snakes mouth and open it as far as you can, make you the recurv teeth have been unhooked from its scales first (try pushin it back further into the mouth for a split second until the skin comes unhooked without harming the teeth) then VERY GENTLY wiggle the snakes tail out of its mouth. past a certain point their gag reflex kicks in nine times out of ten and they will puke their own tail back up anyways.If it doesn’t, keep wiggling until it does and try to make headway wiggling it OUT of the snake. recovery, give the snake a few hours alone, away from water MAKE SURE YOU WSH THE TAIL OFF their stomach acids are very slow but really potent. then make sure you feed the snake after some time passes My recommendation for all of the breeds is take the snake to the vet. Snakes have slow metabolisms, so if the stomach has kicked it to digest food and there is no food they can hurt their own stomachs. For a situation like a snake eating its own tail: if the sanke wont eat a few hours after, try to present warm food (whatever the size the snake is already on, just make sure its warm because that entices them to eat better) and try at two hour intervals from there. You are basically just waiting until the shock wears off at this point


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You should read this, regardless of if you own or even like snakes…
I watched the full video, and I’m not sure what made me feel sicker;
Seeing such a beautiful creature doing something so harmful/potentially fatal to itself…
Or the fact that someone would stand stood there recording, making remarks about the snakes intelligence and joking about suicide, rather than doing anything to help the poor creature.
If you are really so sadistic as to find this as ‘cute’ or ‘funny’, than you have some serious issues, and shouldn’t be allowed to have a pet. Or to care for anything alive for that matter. 
I don’t understand how anyone could find an animal of any kind in distress, whether it be a snake so hungry that it starts eating itself, a kitten falling down the stairs, a bird that repeatedly flies into a window, a turtle stuck on its back.. or a squirrel with a slurpee cup lid caught around its neck like a cone for a dog (Use to come to my back porch almost every day for 2 years.. I’d watched the poor thing end up knocking down half the food it tried to eat.. I always wished there was some way I could catch it to get it off)….
There have been species which have gone extinct, because no one stopped to realize that there might have been something wrong, and instead just laughed at the “stupid animals” as the last surviving of their kind beat themselves to death against the cage walls.
For a people who seem so concerned with humanity and getting equal rights for just about everyone and everything at this point.. There is still a large amount who are anything but humane. Whether it be toward an animal or another person.
Whatever happened that whole “Do unto others as you would have others do unto you” ..I’ve never read a bible and really I don’t plan to ever do so, but according to the internet, that is where it comes from.. And it was something that I’d always been told growing up, and something that I’ve tried to live by… 

makarapls:

I need you guys to not. I need you to realize that this snake is, YES, EATING ITS OWN TAIL.

Why do snakes eat their own tails: They may be too hungry to notice that they are eating their own tail. Sometimes it’s an accident when they are feeding; they will be lunging for a mouse and accidentally bite it’s own tail.

Snakes can die after doing things like this, Take a look
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cye2kZSmyWI same snake. You can watch that snake bleed and drown in her own water dish and tell me that this is “Cute”
If this happens to your snake you don’t watch it do it, you take your snake immediately to the vet to get it help.
With certain breeds of snake you can help it by: Hognose will likely stop and void its stomach contents if you distirb them (I personally think that, seeing as the snake was eating itself in a water dish, it was starving. No dessert snake is going to risk eating anything in water ever, unless starving. but if you distirb them i.e. pick them up or make a move to bother them they will usually puke out of self deffense so they can give up eating and run. Snakes are shy little babies, especially hognosed snakes. you need to take the snakes mouth and open it as far as you can, make you the recurv teeth have been unhooked from its scales first (try pushin it back further into the mouth for a split second until the skin comes unhooked without harming the teeth) then VERY GENTLY wiggle the snakes tail out of its mouth. past a certain point their gag reflex kicks in nine times out of ten and they will puke their own tail back up anyways.If it doesn’t, keep wiggling until it does and try to make headway wiggling it OUT of the snake. recovery, give the snake a few hours alone, away from water MAKE SURE YOU WSH THE TAIL OFF their stomach acids are very slow but really potent. then make sure you feed the snake after some time passes


My recommendation for all of the breeds is take the snake to the vet.

Snakes have slow metabolisms, so if the stomach has kicked it to digest food and there is no food they can hurt their own stomachs. For a situation like a snake eating its own tail: if the sanke wont eat a few hours after, try to present warm food (whatever the size the snake is already on, just make sure its warm because that entices them to eat better) and try at two hour intervals from there. You are basically just waiting until the shock wears off at this point

————————————————————————————————-

You should read this, regardless of if you own or even like snakes…

I watched the full video, and I’m not sure what made me feel sicker;

Seeing such a beautiful creature doing something so harmful/potentially fatal to itself…

Or the fact that someone would stand stood there recording, making remarks about the snakes intelligence and joking about suicide, rather than doing anything to help the poor creature.

If you are really so sadistic as to find this as ‘cute’ or ‘funny’, than you have some serious issues, and shouldn’t be allowed to have a pet. Or to care for anything alive for that matter. 

I don’t understand how anyone could find an animal of any kind in distress, whether it be a snake so hungry that it starts eating itself, a kitten falling down the stairs, a bird that repeatedly flies into a window, a turtle stuck on its back.. or a squirrel with a slurpee cup lid caught around its neck like a cone for a dog (Use to come to my back porch almost every day for 2 years.. I’d watched the poor thing end up knocking down half the food it tried to eat.. I always wished there was some way I could catch it to get it off)….

There have been species which have gone extinct, because no one stopped to realize that there might have been something wrong, and instead just laughed at the “stupid animals” as the last surviving of their kind beat themselves to death against the cage walls.

For a people who seem so concerned with humanity and getting equal rights for just about everyone and everything at this point.. There is still a large amount who are anything but humane. Whether it be toward an animal or another person.

Whatever happened that whole “Do unto others as you would have others do unto you” ..I’ve never read a bible and really I don’t plan to ever do so, but according to the internet, that is where it comes from.. And it was something that I’d always been told growing up, and something that I’ve tried to live by… 

chotpot:

People are butts about gender sometimes! So here is a comic talking about how it really isn’t a big deal!

When I was with James this week I wrote a little poem about gender
and decided to draw a comic for said poem.

Hope you guys enjoy!

This is awesome

….my christmas present came!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

….my christmas present came!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So.. I think I’m possibly the world’s most awesome friend….

I nuzzled big boobies today… It was great

My mom finally noticed that I’ve been binding.. It only took her 3 months… Now let’s see if she can figure it out on her own

I’m a gay baby! *sparkles and rainbows and anime eyes* I has a pretty scarf!

wifried:

yaoiguai:

boys meowing soulfully

it took me 3 seconds to reblog this

I honestly don’t know anymore

zeick-geist:

肉球マシュマロ CafeCat

excellent now I can watch a cat slow die while I enjoy a warm beverage

…x-x this disturbs me